Så har jag kommit att kallas bland mina vänner på nätet
under en period i mitt liv när marken försvann under mina fötter...
Aldrig har jag mött en sådan värme, ett sådant stöd eller en sån fantastisk vänskap som under den här tiden.
Inte heller en sådan omtänksamhet för sina medmänniskor som dessa vänner har visat mig!
De har gett mig ett självförtoende, något jag aldrig har haft.
De har gett mig en anledning att kämpa vidare,
och en orsak att möta varje morgons första ljussken med värme i mitt sinne.
Jag kan nu sakta sakta börja möta mina demoner
med en viljestyrka jag aldrig haft.
Jag kan nu se mig själv i spegeln utan se någon annan.
Jag kan nu tillåta mig själv att vila utan att få dåligt samvete,
och jag kan nu för första gången i mitt liv känna mig älskad för den jag är.
Jag kan aldrig återgälda det som dessa människor har gett mig,
men jag tillägnar dessa rader till dem!
In a period of my life when the ground just seems to disappeared beneath me,
my friends on the web started to call me "Lilla Tåröga", in translation "Little Teareye" (sort of).
I've never met that kind of warmth, such kind of support and so fantastic friendship as in this time.
Neither such concern for the fellow kind as these friends showed me.
They gave me the self confidence that I've never had.
They also gave me a reason to keep on fighting, and a reason to get up in the morning to meet the sunshine filled with love in my heart.
I now can slowly meet my deamons
with a strenght I've never had.
I now can se myself in a mirror without looking at someone else in it.
I now can allow myself to rest without a bad conscience
and I can for the first time in my life, feel loved for beeing me!
I could never repay that much, but these words are dedicated to them!
LOOK IN TO MY EYES, YOU WILL SEE
WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME
SEARCH YOUR HEART, SEARCH YOUR SOUL
AND WHEN YOU FIND ME THERE, YOU'LL SEARCH NO MORE
DON'T TELL ME, IT'S NOT WORTH TRYING FOR
YOU CAN'T TELL ME, IT'S NOT WORTH DYING FOR
YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE, EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT FOR YOU
LOOK IN TO YOUR HEART, YOU WILL FIND
IT'S NOTHING THERE TO HIDE
TAKE ME AS I AM, TAKE MY LIFE
I WOULD GIVE IT ALL I WOULD SACRIFIES
DON'T TELL ME, IT'S NOT WORTH FIGHTING FOR
I CAN'T HELP IT, THERE'S NOTHING I WANT MORE
YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE, EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT FOR YOU
THERE'S NO LOVE, LIKE YOUR LOVE
AND NO OTHER, COULD GIVE MORE LOVE
THERE'S NO WAY, UNLESS YOU'RE THERE
ALL THE TIME, ALL THE WAY
YOU CAN'T TELL ME, IT'S NOT WORTH TRYING FOR
I CAN'T HELP IT, THERE'S NOTHING I WANT MORE
I WOULD FIGHT FOR YOU, I LIE FOR YOU
WALK THE WIRE FOR YOU, I DIE FOR YOU
YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE
EVERYTHING I DO
I DO IT FOR YOU...
Kom i håg att ni är unika var och en av er.
Jag älskar er nu och för alltid....
Remember that you are one of a kind each and one of you,
and I love now and forever...
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