You were as beautiful as the purple shirt you wore. A little girl playing in the tall grass who grew into a woman the same as that little girl. A melody inside a wire-cage of skin. A song to be set free but you never could get out so you ran. That wire cage clinking behind you and beneath you and in front of you. No boy could ever truly kiss you through it, but you managed to get part of one into it for your pleasure and your love. And later you got more men through. But none could stay because none could stand the cage. So you continued your life with outbursts and outstretched arms on occasion, and occasionally met a man as full of sunshine and passion as you such that he didn't even see the cage. And your heat, when together, melted mountains until the two of you lay panting in the middle of the night with the silence and the sweat and the emptiness of the no noises after everything is burned away. And after the heat was gone, you were ready to go back to wandering the world at-large. But before you did, you lay your hand upon his chest, for a few heartbeats, and rested there in that eternity for moments as long as years. Treasuring the moments that you could not reproduce and that you would not want to reproduce because for you, and for your version of life, life was "real". With all of its sadness and happiness and tears. And the way that you lived your life was that way: Honestly, sincerely, exigently. A life that was real. in the moments, and also in the memories. |
Copyright ©2018 Ashi Shadow - 7/14/18 on Angie Wright.
Originally written to be read without title read first.
It originally ended with the second "A life that was real."
I then added more.
The lines "With all of its sadness / and happiness /and tears." also the lines "in the moments, / and also in the memories." were added later than first write.