I CAN CRY

I can cry when you are not looking
I can cry when you are not there
but I cannot cry in front of you,
because then you might think it is because of you.

I cry from the pain inside of me,
not from the things you said.
You are allowed to be a pretty bird
I only cry because I am on the ground.

It is not because I want to fly,
it is only because I want to be with you.

Copyright ©2020 Ashi Shadow - 12/6/20 on Malavika.
My crying is not actually from feeling left behind, it's from feeling uncared for, but I placed a different narrative in the poem.
A few months later, however the narrative in the poem did feel how I felt.