I'M GOING TO CRY TONIGHT

I'm going to cry tonight
I'm going to cry
when nobody else knows.
I'm going to shed one tear
for each kiss you would have given me.
Because you said
I "can" call you tomorrow
instead of that I "should"
call you tomorrow,
And I noticed the difference
from what you usually say.
I know how you felt in my arms
And it's hard to believe
you would want anything else
and that's part of why I want to cry.

Copyright ©2015 Ashi Shadow - Written between 2009 and 2011 ( found at the back of a notebook of seminar notes, maybe written at a conference ).
Presumably on Katie, it does describe part of how I felt about Katie.
The words "I want" were added after initial write