I'm sad. |
And you're not here now. |
Do you really care about me? |
I don't know. |
Did you ever really care about me? |
Does it even matter? |
You don't anymore. |
That's all that matters. |
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One foot in front of the other. |
Just one step at a time. |
It doesn't matter whether I'm happy or not. |
All that matters is that I do something good in the world. |
And I will do good in the world someday. |
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Or maybe I'll just fail. |
Like I always do. |
And make the world still worse. |
As usual. |
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What does it matter. |
I'm so alone. |
There are people that I know. |
But I'm still alone. |
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It doesn't seem fair. |
I hurt so badly inside. |
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Nobody seems to care. |
It doesn't matter though. |
My existence wasn't fair to you in the first place. |
But I can remedy that. |
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Slowly, my hand slips out of yours. |
And I fall. |
Copyright ©2002 Ashi Shadow (08/31/02, on Heather)