I SHOULD NEVER HAVE COME OUT

I was wrong to come out in the first place.
I don't know why I let you coax me out.
I thought you were what I wanted.
I thought I was what you wanted.
And then I see another sign that I was mistaken.
I was not what you wanted.
I was never what you wanted.

Why did I ever come out of my hole.
I was never meant to have existed.
How did I let you convince me otherwise.
I should never have been outside.
I should never come out again.
Yes. I should just remain in my hovel.

*stares into darkness bitterly, through eyes laced with pain*
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