I WILL NOT MARRY YOU

I will not marry you,
even though I like seeing your smile.
I will not marry you,
even though I like holding you in my arms
more than breathing itself.
I will not marry you
even though I miss you
after even just one day apart.
I will not marry you,
even though sometimes my heart flutters
from thinking about you
even when you are not here.
I will not marry you,-
at least, this is what I must make you believe
so that you are surprised when I propose to you.

Copyright ©2016 Ashi Shadow - 1/31/16 to 2/1/16 on Averi.
Considered putting line breaks and indents in the last two lines.
Also considered "after just one day apart" "after only one day apart"