A LONELY HEART

Gazing at the stars,
sitting in the dark.
Wishing for my pair,
I am a lonely heart.

I had my first big crush,
I thought I was in love.
Instead I was crushed,
and ended feeling dumb.

I tried to search my school,
and lo I turned up empty,
No fellow romantics,
though stupidity aplenty.

Rejection upon rejection,
each time it was a no,
got it into my skull,
that I was meant to be alone.

I took to the net,
I gave those girls my heart,
I thought I was in love,
but they ripped my heart apart.

Time and time again,
the story of my life,
though I like girls,
I am never liked.

Then a glimmer of hope,
or so it appeared,
Perhaps there was some romance,
in a Serteen girl!

A bad excuse for a prom,
where I made a bad date,
refusing there to dance
to music of bad taste.

What's with all the sex?
What happened to the romance?
What's with all the bootie?
What happened to the slow dance?

Teach me how to waltz,
Teach me how to fox trot,
hand me a dance partner,
you'll see I'll smile lots.

And through all the poetry,
and the songs that I wrote,
I returned to the net,
and again, my heart was broke.

And when all of it is done,
I'm back to the start,
for when it's all come and gone,
I'm still a lonely heart.

Copyright ©2000 Ashi Shadow