PENANCE (PINKS AND BRUISES OF THE SUNRISE)

I saw the pinks and bruises of the sunrise,
and was reminded of you
even though you danced the two step on my heart
and in my arms
my heart still has its arms wrapped around
the memory of you
and does not have room
for any other woman.
Was it so wrong
to fall in love with you?
If not, then why am I being punished so hard for it?
How much penance must I pay
for falling in love with you?

Copyright ©2015 Ashi Shadow - 3/12/15 on Katie's ghost.
For the line "If not, then why am I being punished so hard for it?"
I also considered "If not, then why am I being so punished for it?" or "still punished for it."
I have not figured out how the punctuation should be in the early part of the poem.