SHOWER SUICIDE

Smaller drops are dripping
falling on my toes
tears are why I'm blinking
and nobody else knows

I'm crying in the shower
I'm falling to my knees
I'm asking for the power
"Oh God, God PLEASE!"

I take a towel in my hand
I step outside and there I stand
I dry my face, dry my hair
I dry my tears but my visions blur

I blink again to hold them back
I think again of what I lack
I sniff and frown and begin to sigh
Can I live or will I die?

I thought I was strong
but I'm not strong enough
to control the emotion
the emotion called love

I think of her and I melt
I have to go and disappear
Oh Like this I've never felt
I can't live if she's not near

Well it's now or never
to decide forever
keep her or leave her
to live or die
suicide.

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