Smaller drops are dripping |
falling on my toes |
tears are why I'm blinking |
and nobody else knows
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I'm crying in the shower |
I'm falling to my knees |
I'm asking for the power |
"Oh God, God PLEASE!"
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I take a towel in my hand |
I step outside and there I stand |
I dry my face, dry my hair |
I dry my tears but my visions blur
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I blink again to hold them back |
I think again of what I lack |
I sniff and frown and begin to sigh |
Can I live or will I die?
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I thought I was strong |
but I'm not strong enough |
to control the emotion |
the emotion called love
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I think of her and I melt |
I have to go and disappear |
Oh Like this I've never felt |
I can't live if she's not near
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Well it's now or never |
to decide forever |
keep her or leave her |
to live or die |
suicide.
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