WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS

When it rains, it pours.
The endless drops fall
on the hair that I am losing
and run out from between the curls.
Is this feeling to mean
that I'm moving out from where your heart used to sit with mine?

Does it mean I'm finally losing my love for you?

Am I to now fall in love with another woman,
who is similar to you, but gentler?

Copyright ©2020 Ashi Shadow ---08/11/20 on Katie & Jemma (Jennifer Wilson).
The "When it rains it pours" is actually due to several women talking to me at the same time who all seem excellent.
One very smart, one very well rounded, and one who seems beautiful in terms of what I really want.

Is this rain as beautiful
as when hiking in the forest
twenty three years ago,
or are these just tears
making it hard to breathe.

[The above lines are an appendix to "WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS]