I cannot live with You -- |
It would be Life -- |
And Life is over there -- |
Behind the Shelf |
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The Sexton keeps the Key to -- |
Putting up |
Our Life -- His Porcelain -- |
Like a Cup -- |
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Discarded of the Housewife -- |
Quaint -- or Broke -- |
A newer Sevres pleases -- |
Old Ones crack -- |
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I could not die -- with You -- |
For One must wait |
To shut the Other's Gaze down -- |
You -- could not -- |
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And I -- Could I stand by |
And see You -- freeze -- |
Without my Right of Frost -- |
Death's privilege? |
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Nor could I rise -- with You -- |
Because Your Face |
Would put out Jesus' -- |
That New Grace |
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Grow plain -- and foreign |
On my homesick Eye -- |
Except that You and He |
Shone closer by -- |
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They'd judge Us -- How -- |
For You -- served Heaven -- You know, |
Or sought to -- |
I could not -- |
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Because You saturated Sight -- |
And I had no more Eyes |
For sordid excellence |
As Paradise |
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And were You lost, I would be -- |
Though My Name |
Rang loudest |
On the Heavenly fame -- |
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And were You -- saved -- |
And I -- condemned to be |
Where You were not -- |
That self -- were Hell to Me -- |
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So We must meet apart -- |
You there -- I -- here -- |
With just the Door ajar |
That Oceans are -- and Prayer -- |
And that White Sustenance -- |
Despair -- |
Emily Dickinson