Before my drift-wood fire I sit, |
And see, with every waif I burn, |
Old dreams and fancies coloring it, |
And folly's unlaid ghosts return. |
O ships of mine, whose swift keels cleft |
The enchanted sea on which they sailed, |
Are these poor fragments only left |
Of vain desires and hopes that failed? |
Did I not watch from them the light |
Of sunset on my towers in Spain, |
And see, far off, uploom in sight |
The Fortunate Isles I might not gain? |
Did sudden lift of fog reveal |
Arcadia's vales of song and spring, |
And did I pass, with grazing keel, |
The rocks whereon the sirens sing? |
Have I not drifted hard upon |
The unmapped regions lost to man, |
The cloud-pitched tents of Prester John, |
The palace domes of Kubla Khan? |
Did land winds blow from jasmine flowers, |
Where Youth the ageless Fountain fills? |
Did Love make sign from rose blown bowers, |
And gold from Eldorado's hills? |
Alas! the gallant ships, that sailed |
On blind Adventure's errand sent, |
Howe'er they laid their courses, failed |
To reach the haven of Content. |
And of my ventures, those alone |
Which Love had freighted, safely sped, |
Seeking a good beyond my own, |
By clear-eyed Duty piloted. |
O mariners, hoping still to meet |
The luck Arabian voyagers met, |
And find in Bagdad's moonlit street, |
Haroun al Raschid walking yet, |
Take with you, on your Sea of Dreams, |
The fair, fond fancies dear to youth. |
I turn from all that only seems, |
And seek the sober grounds of truth. |
What matter that it is not May, |
That birds have flown, and trees are bare, |
That darker grows the shortening day, |
And colder blows the wintry air! |
The wrecks of passion and desire, |
The castles I no more rebuild, |
May fitly feed my drift-wood fire, |
And warm the hands that age has chilled. |
Whatever perished with my ships, |
I only know the best remains; |
A song of praise is on my lips |
For losses which are now my gains. |
Heap high my hearth! No worth is lost; |
No wisdom with the folly dies. |
Burn on, poor shreds, your holocaust |
Shall be my evening sacrifice! |
Far more than all I dared to dream, |
Unsought before my door I see; |
On wings of fire and steeds of steam |
The world's great wonders come to me, |
And holier signs, unmarked before, |
Of Love to seek and Power to save, - |
The righting of the wronged and poor, |
The man evolving from the slave; |
And life, no longer chance or fate, |
Safe in the gracious Fatherhood. |
I fold o'er-wearied hands and wait, |
In full assurance of the good. |
And well the waiting time must be, |
Though brief or long its granted days, |
If Faith and Hope and Charity |
Sit by my evening hearth-fire's blaze. |
And with them, friends whom Heaven has spared, |
Whose love my heart has comforted, |
And, sharing all my joys, has shared |
My tender memories of the dead, - |
Dear souls who left us lonely here, |
Bound on their last, long voyage, to whom |
We, day by day, are drawing near, |
Where every bark has sailing room. |
I know the solemn monotone |
Of waters calling unto me; |
I know from whence the airs have blown |
That whisper of the Eternal Sea. |
As low my fires of drift-wood burn, |
I hear that sea's deep sounds increase, |
And, fair in sunset light, discern |
Its mirage-lifted Isles of Peace. |