| I thought about you yesterday
And tears ran down my face As I remembered all the memories That can never be erased Though it was two years ago Every now and then Something makes me think of you And of what might have been I remember all the good times The laughter and the tears Memories that warm my heart When I look back on those happy years But every time I remember My heart begins to ache Those special times weren't real for you Your smile was just a fake You thought that no one loved you Your heart was breaking inside Your soul was crying tears That you tried so desperately to hide And then I remember that morning The words ring in my head "Sit down, we have bad news for you, Keri, Devin's dead" I wept so bitterly over you I cried for your hurt inside I knew it was no accident I knew you committed suicide I cried that you had hurt so much And cried that you died alone I cried because I blamed myself I cried because I should have known It's been a couple years I get stronger as time goes by I try to put the past behind me And forget you chose to die But then something makes me think of you And of that tragic day And I still remember... Remember like it was yesterday |