There were so many ways...
So many ways and paths and tracks
But I wandered around in circles
I had lost my ability to relax
I looked inside me to find direction
A guidance to answer my questions
But my soul was surrounded and enclosed
I couldn't find some expedient or suggestions
How could I feel these emotions
emptiness, agony and fear?
When surrounded by so much love
when you were always near?
There are always resources, I know
I am sorry I took the easiest one
Can you ever forgive my selfishness?
Forgive me for what I have done?
I ended up in this dead end
and I was too tired to have a try
Sometimes there is no other way
but to spread the wings and fly
But I want you to know
this was the choice that I made
I shouldn't have taken you in
I know you feel betrayed
We take so many things for granted
We rely on our beliefs and fate
But if we can not see a future
Then what shall we await?
How will you ever realize?
How can you comprehend?
You have never wandered in circles
nor seen the dark of a dead end.
