I exist but am I alive?
Is this not only an endless strive?
I open my eyes but do I see?
Hope, why did you abandon me?
Each beat of my heart is nothing but pain
All this sorrow drives me insane
No one sees me and how I really feel
My heart is broken and my soul will never heal
I do not want to face this
I do not want to see
That my weakness is my enemy
That my enemy is me.
