jj jackman Judas antithesis - index
shelter trilogy (12/31/01) Part 3 you will never know that tomorrow won’t come for though you patiently wait i won’t tell you i will never know that tomorrow won’t come for though i patiently wait you won’t tell me you won’t ever know that i live in some proximitous brownstone i live there in fervent intensity though i’m always absent i won’t ever know if you live in some proximitous brownstone you live there in fervent intensity though you’re always absent my love for you could bear all pain and anquish short of hours of jazz improvisation how you were overwhelmed by prairie powers and how you knew no life beyond the meadows i beckoned you from distant verdant hilltop too far for spoken words to clearly travel responses came back to me so sharply on gentle crescent vagues muffled tones as certain as large blasts of air how could shrill and shrieking at your broken heart return to me so dull and dissipated without any sense