jj jackman Judas antithesis - index
i’ve waited so long (12/05/01) i’ve waited so long for nothing to happen i’ve waited so long patiently knowing that my deepest hope would be surely fulfilled printing clearly or typing as the case might be making sure that all appropriate information was supplied to the designated requestor i’ve waited so long knowing that dotting the i’s and crossing the t’s methodically had a purposeful aim knowing that relative to my perspective locus though viewing things with my limited perception that the sum of all that i could be would be completed i’ve waited so long amongst all the wrong people i’ve waited so long impatiently hoping to press my mouth against the perfect consistency of lip, flesh and bone density to exhale mine and breathe in her perfect hollow rasping rhythm i’ve waited so long through countless interference i’ve been so wanton amidst tiny petty interruptions knowing that these violations of my stream of consciousness were part of the struggle necessary to attain the solace and fellowship the harmony and exchange and the warm embrace of my deepest love