jj jackman know ye not - index
i have always loved you (5/17/2003) Stimson was a one way in the other direction when i would contemplate the exclusive field guarded by stately willows wavering and pointing in their well centered swaying toward the future's opposite direction i have kissed your thin lips in half inch increments and screamed at the top of my lungs I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU YOU HAS NEVER BEEN ONE TINY MOMENT WITHOUT LOVE! and your having not found it is this intense form of pride that i can deal with like a bomb detonation expert i can defuse this form of self infatuation its existence is only possible in mine absence why the fuck have You kept us hyerbolically apart! your lips as thin as they are are accentuated to their maximum grasseur by glossy magenta cosmetics affordable by "les nobles les plus hauts du monde" as if in their possible non accessibility they would alter your perceived perfection en gli occhi de tu amore verdadore when simply I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU has been translated to at least the fifth dimension will you manifest infinite seemingly endless evasions to maintain this clearly fourth dimensional affirmation but it is not working and YOU KNOW IT but yet you persist, you conclude since you are insulated from me by nineteen unlived years as yet from almeno a fifth dimensional perspective you shall die in your sin but fuck NOT IF I CAN PETITION THE GREAT KING TO THE CONTRARY I WILL BEG AND PLEAD AND CONTORT I WILL FAST AND DRESS IN SACK CLOTH AND ASHES I WILL WEAR A BLACK GLOVE ON MY LEFT HAND AND BEAR ITS REPROACH FOR FIVE YEARS I WILL TAKE A BUS TO RIVERSIDE AND 135TH I WILL STRIP OFF MY OUTER GARMENT SO YOU CAN LIVE! you can't travel to the smallest state to find me nonetheless i will kiss your thin highly glossed magenta lips in one half inch increments for eternity though you lock yourself in limited ephemery you will never shake my love