jj jackman You appeared to me in leaves - index
there’s lots i’d like to say (1/21/99) oh King i’d love to have with You a face to face today there are so many things i’d ask, there’s lots i’d like to say and though i think i’m smart it doesn’t matter what i know and not how many faults i find, love from my heart must flow before i act although it’s hard i sure must try to wait and be content beside myself right in my present state to love each other person, and to even love myself. and keep Your word inside my heart, not simply on a shelf. but now i hope my plea dear King You possibly might heed and get an answer back to me for this one pressing need Your silence on this issue really messes up my creed. (and i am moved that Jesus Christ did so! profusely bleed.) but pain is crushing me inside and if i have been freed pray tell, am i a son of Yours or just a fucking weed?