jj jackman You appeared to me in leaves - index
to know you’re here (7/11/99) to know you’re here i breathe your presence in a breath so deep ‘twould break more than my chest my heart is but a hollow pit within i need to feel your head against my breast and though this love has worn my patience thin i see myself the hawk upon your nest the need to shoot myself down so you’ll win and in this consciousness i can not rest