Latley I have been feeling so lost. The kinda lost no one can understand . Somtimes I feel like I wanna crawl into a dark deep hole and just sit in it and get lost in my thoughts and feelings. It feels like my heart is hungry and the only way to feed it is to fill it up with one of the best gifts god could ever you ...a baby to fill my heart with warmth , joy, love,faith,hope but until that day comes my heart continues to be hungry.