It’s
ok. I deserve it. I’m an un-emotional person. There’s nothing like drugs to keep you from
learning. I’m certain you didn’t
mean any of the things you did. It’s
hard for you to see the things I don’t believe.
It’s hard to conceive of something other than me. But here I am crying, I see you there trying to
pretend you don’t care. I think if you
didn’t, you wouldn’t be there. Well
to tell you the truth, I think that I love you and to tell you the truth, I think I’m
above you, and to tell you the truth, I can’t see anyone where I once was. It’s like jealous is as jealous does.
It’s
like late night conversation speak instead of study, you’re the first to really show
me that you want me, romance turning into fights about money, romp around with me girl the
day is looking sunny. When you speak instead
of act it’s like things get off-track, i feel you’re not coming back. I won’t say it, but it’s wack. I’ve got a dollar in my pocket and I’m
coming to see you. I’ll spend the whole
damn weekend without eating a meal. I won’t
say it for a while but I’m beginning to feel that you’ve broken the seal, girl. You’ve broken the seal. I’ve got two little places to go within me. One’s a friend here, and one’s a friend
in need. And when you’ve got two friends
it’s a friendly place but one’s crowding my space, he’s crowing my space!
I can’t do this. It’s a verse I’ve rehearsed. I’m telling you now that I think you’re a curse. Affecting my life but you can’t reimburse the time that I’ve wasted thinking we’re dating, wondering which of us couldn’t have made it. It’s things are elated when minds are sedated. Our purpose is jaded and we both are hated but power and hatred are worshiped and sacred. I showed up at the birth of a nation. I showed up at the birth of a nation.
