I looked back and I saw you
Not as the beauty you once were
But as the vague deception you truly are
I ran for you
But you escaped
And I stood there
Scarred by the world and the pain of
Growing up
I watched you disappear from sight
I was young and numb
Beaten by the wind and rain
Shaking in fear
And the realization that
... You
Had always been so far away