I feel…
Hopeless
Like this isn’t going to end
The ground can open up
Beneath me
And I will fall
Weightless into the abyss
I will not care

Bury me
Surround me in the
Darkness
Lie to me
And say I am
Immortal
I will believe you

Forever to forgive myself
For who I am
Forever to convince myself
I wasn’t worthless
Forever to realize
That I
Don’t
Want
Your words to
Matter
To me
But they do