Laughing voices laughing
Laughing in my head
In their eyes
At what I fool I am
At what I said
At my looks, my weight. my. big.
Fat ass that I can’t seem to lose, laughing
Silently to themselves
Because I can’t understand how I’m not laughing.
So insecure that they hate me
In so many voices and so much confusion and I can’t
Break free from their
Eyes!
They see
Right
Through me.
Laughing…