Silent Screams
But so fecking loud!
The voices yelling to me..
How useless,
How unlovable I really am..

A piercing voice..
Shrieking in my head..
Telling me to end it..
The silence can be found..
If..
I just take this pill..or two..
Promises of no more pain..
What do I do?
How can someone possibly love me?
I can't even love myself..
Only loath,
Despise..
I see no option..
I have to listen to the voices...

Think it's time..
For the promised silence..


Sssssssssssshhh!


They are fading..
Just a few more pain killers..
sensing the pain..
The voices..
slowly fading..
yes..
The sweet silence..
No more voices i hear..
Only..
The voices of my children...
left with the voices in their heads..
The pain peircing their hearts...

Why did You leave us mummy??
we loved you so very much..

The screams didn't disappear......



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