Sending
the Pain
*Yuki*
I don’t know nani
it is. But
Shizuma is being cruel to me. When he looks sad, I try to help him. But
when I
do that, Shizuma yells at me and flies off. I feel so sad when he does
that.
Naze is he pushing away?
*Shizuma*
I push Yuki away
every chance
I get. But the more I do it, the more my pain grows. It’s as if I’m
drowning.
Drowning in my darkness. Drowning.
*Yuki*
Though we sit
close to each
other, we rarely speak. The silence kills me. I want to say something
but I
can’t. He is suffering greatly. I feel so powerless. All I can do is
watch him
suffer in silence. Grrr!!! Damnit!!! I should be able to help him!
*Shizuma*
I don’t know how
much longer
I can hold Yuki off. I yearn to grasp him in my arms and hold him tight
forever. But I can’t. I don’t want to kill Yuki. I don’t want him to
die!
I was walking back
to the
Fujita House when my pain came again. It shot me like a sniper bullet.
At first
I could deal with it. But now, the pain had gotten a whole lot worse. I
needed
blood.
*Yuki*
I was walking home
when I saw
my beloved in agony. I had to save him. So I rushed over to him. “Dozo don’t
let me be too late!” I thought.
I made it to him
just in
time. I put my hard to his shoulder. “Shizuma!” I breathed out. “Are
you all
right?” He looked out up at me. His eyes were a faint aka. “I’m fine!”
my
savior yelled. “Just leave me alone damnit!!!” Then he got up and flew
away.
I stood there in
sympathy. I
was yet again powerless to help Shizuma. How could I be so weak? “Shizuma….”
I thought. I sank to my knees. I was powerless. Nai! I will not lose! I
will
save him at any cost!
I stood up strong.
“Shizuma!”
I thought. “Hold on! I’ll save
you!”
