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Embracing Negativity
by s1ckend
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12/4/01 12/4/2001
Feel me change.

This body writhes under pressure, the true symphony spewing false sympathy. An underwater oasis filled with sand and spiny cacti. The blistering heat shimmering illusory sensations.

What I’m talking about isn’t dealing with recreation. This education doesn’t involve metaphysics, the forbearer taking lessons in physical exclusion. I can’t be explanatory anymore than I can be intelligent, for I am in the midst of metamorphose. Personal gratification. Selfish desires. Read this and understand my willingness to adhere; listen as I practically beg...

Give me something.

But what can I get from you? More importantly, what can you give me in return? Inspiration. Maybe an ego?

Maybe that’s asking too much.


So along with a sense of personal alterations, this diary is undergoing construction as well.
The negativity must go....

                   ....or will it choose to dive deeper?

 
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I'm very curious to see what comes next! [Kaisy]

ryn: my dirvers are driving me crazzzyyyy

and that was a really beautiful entry(:

dive deep, you, its good for your lungs.

i think.

daniel [Phallox]


i wonder if it will dive deeper? probably [amber*]

oh gee I can't take the suspension... what will S1ckend choose... the negative or the inner cheerleader he has yet to discover?? who is S1ckend? I am betting on the cheerleader... just so he can look up the skirts of the girls, oh but he will be called gay, but does that really matter when he gets to look up their skirts, i don't think so. good luck I say to you! [Magnilia]

I say ditch the negativity, unless you're going to be critical and carry some sort of vision. As I, the complaint king, at least carry a semi-Durdenesque vision. [Fight Club]

...i adore the way you write...makes me dizzy...will you run away with me? to the forests again... [7 year bitch]

Go deeper, I say. Dive to the deepest, blackest depths. Dive down to where the pressure on a postage stamp would be even half a ton. So I don't have to. [troublegum]

Change seems to be good for me. It raises my metabolism and gets me interested in life. Which isn't to say that I like it. In fact, I usually resist it with all my might.

[Dammitall]


hmmmm....im thinkin you'll start talkin about your "latest crush", people in your classes that "

just make you wanna scream" and how you hate this girl bc "she think she cute"

hahahaahahhahhh, it better not turn into that ricki lake shit!!! jk [bleedingme34]


that entry was purely testosterone. stay tuned, though, because I'm going to organize my thoughts on my Durdenesque vision. [Fight Club]

I've got a can opener to get you out of that head. Shed a little light on your brain and dive deeper into some organic juices. Will we be the same after reading your diary? Well, will we? Yours, [SaladinCham]

negativity really is pointless. I mean, the things we feel bad about usually can be changed. so I think refocusing should cross out negativity.

I don't know. I ramble. we can't erase what hasn't happened yet because then what would life be? life is spontaneity... [vapidity]


hey, ya know what... let the rabbits wear glasses. cuz it's all good. i really doubt that this will go anywhere...lets say..hopeful. but, since i know you, i can guess that you've grown tired of the "rut" that you're diary was in. even though you will continue to stay here with us negative people. you'll write other things. no more repetitive word disorder, no offense. i'm betting on more fiction. [Undertow371]

you are such an ass. [pinko commie bastard]

we have nothing to offer you and you're stupid to think that we could care enough to anyway. [cathartic]

yes love

there's such a thing as leaving it be

leave it be

you know

breathe

i'll hand you your ego if you hand me my heart

i can almost breathe now [maddieblaylock]

 

   
 
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