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Embracing Negativity
by s1ckend
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this message brought to you by.... 10/13/2001

a night of adventure. pharamones. sweat. intoxication. blurred visions; the view melting from man-made reality into the illusion of sensless bliss. hormones. Cannabis. spoken fragments of a lost conversation.

is this what we've become?

"you've got to let go..."

everyone realizes their intentions - either vocally or subconciously. drink. dance. make moves on the opposite sex. blame everything on inebriation - the only time that it's acceptable to make mistakes....

although a few rules still apply:

    help your friends when they overdo it.

    try to make new acquaintances.

    don't trash the place for no reason.

    don't start fights.

...and some others.

so only after we drown away what's left of our dignity - our self-conciousness, do we expose our inner self. stupefaction. dumbed-down speech. we have dissolved the outer shell. the castle guards are busy fucking the maids, so that leaves the king to watch over his hole in the ground.

"...go crazy. we're here to lose control..."

sure; i'm in favor of new experiences. i'm not going to be so hypocritical as to reject this means of transportation from the superficial outside world of cares and worries to the essential core of what makes us all human - that's quite a strong stance to hold. i'm just going to pose the simple question "why?"

does it really take such a detrimental substance to make ourselves feel as if we are worth time or effort? do we have to experience an altered state of mind and lost motor skills to have fun? why must we feel like shit to have a good time?

oh, and my one last final point is to stress this highly argued fact:

herbal is better.

cheers!

 
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herbal is always better..... [I Hate Myself]

i think we got off on the wrong foot. sorry. by the way i think that herbal is better too! but i also like the alcohol too. think that we can have a truce? :o) [amber*]

What is that noise?

[Force-fed delusions]


Damn. I can't post any more entries yet, though I can leave notes. At least the pop-up ads are still alive & well, thank god for that!

[Dammitall]


ryn: We're primates, aren't we? Well. Many of us are.

[Dammitall]


Hmmmm...I am sure the thousands of teenage ravers out there probably have lots of answers for you as to "why?"...but since they are all pretty looped at the moment you won't be able to understand a word they are saying... [star-flower-a]

herbal is definitely better.. like the comment on your mainpage too [alithea]

yumm, herbal goodiness. that gravity bong was exciting. bill nye f*cked up guy! yeah, once the facade is gone, we're left naked and ugly. like f*cking apes. oh well, it's fun. hmmm, i'm worried about you s1ck, a teenager seeing through the cloud of teenagerism. hmm, we'll have to find you some help, maybe a good psychiatrist, or..just drink this. hahaha. [Undertow371]

Can one be both perky and pessimistic? Perhaps they are two sides of the same dull coin. Who knows. As for inebriation, I always thought it was more about becoming numb rather than about achieving some alternate state of conciousness. But then again, I'm old, so what do I know. Thanks for the note, by the way, the ice cream helped marginally. [TheDarkCarnation]

I'd bet you Dammidoll could adjust my picture just so I'd look like an aphid.

Now this entry is good stuff. Long live cannibis and so forth. I sat in the distressed girl's car for hours while she told me there was ivy in front of her car. I didn't even believe her when she turned on the headlights. I think I kept saying, "But why?"

Yours, [SaladinCham]


is this a truce? ;O) i hope so! [amber*]

DONT YOU HAVE N E THING BETTER TO DO THAN TO WRITE MEAN ASS NOTES IN PPL DIARIES???I GUESS NOT

-DARK ANGEL 1-


Herbal is better, and disco balls will never look at you the same either, trust me. I enjoy your delightful bitterness. This note is ending. [Tom Mix]

You are definetly on my list to come see again! This is so true..... [the_crooked_halo]

That "why" is at the center of some of the deepest dissatisfaction in my life. Couldn't have said it better myself. I think everyone has their own reasons. [Kaisy]

Don't forget 'laughing too loud at things that you only half hear that probably weren't funny anyway.' That's 1 of the classics.

RYN: You're right-I won't dis the breading thing until after I've tried it. :-). & as far as finding Floydian girls who play guitar with mental senses of humor, I'd suggest this shitty 2nd-hand record store in Maryland, cos that's the 1 place I've ever have. Peace; [The Omnipotent Rodge]


*looks up* disregard the 've following the letter 'I' up there and the sentence will magically make more sense. [The Omnipotent Rodge]

I once saw a public service announcement that said, "Get high, get stupid, get aids." It bothered me a lot, cause indiscriminate sex generally happens from too much alcohol and not the common drug of choice - marijuana. [xouxou]

amen

ahhh men

i mean

omen

i mean

a man [maddieblaylock]

 

   
 
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