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Embracing Negativity
by s1ckend
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mid journey re-evaluation 12/18/2001
(disclaimer: the word "we" is used as an appropriate replacement for the collective mass of Americans/Humans living on this planet.)

Hate has always been an outlet for me, for my "art".

Lately though, it feels more like a life force than an acceptable release.

I don’t feel like my writing makes a statement per se, but I do feel that it poses questions;
things that we need to ask ourselves in one way or another.

So I may not be contributing much to the fast paced lifestyle of television and hookers; paid entertainment and paid sexual favors, for I do realize that my self is insignificant and useless. Is that what I’m trying to portray? An essence of worthlessness? Sometimes I hear the phrase, "[Name]’s life is just like a soap opera". "[Name], your life is like a sitcom". Maybe we should step back and realize that our lives are oblivious and unentertaining. clean my wounds with your baptized soul So often we reach for a sense of hope by idolizing a certain celebrity. Why? Are we that bored with our own existence? If so, kill yourself! You are no longer contributing a positive influence on the masses when your own life becomes pointless enough to ignore.

So, words of wisdom? Of guidance? Possibly. Pissed off complaining? Check, please.

"the disease of the righteous",
-s1ck.

 
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[pinko commie bastard]


oh and RYN: i would consider myself more 'hip' than "cool". [pinko commie bastard]

eh, f*ck idolizing celebrities when we can idolize ourselves

not sarcasm [le jenova projecte]


I think a good question for anyone to ask themselves is "What story am I telling?" Because that's all it is in the end, stories we tell. [Kaisy]

okay..............

-koko

*Hugs from koko*

[black/pink]


The guy on your front page looks like I did on Tuesday morning, cept mine was more of a clear white yack substance. Thanks for the note, i would leave something more awe inspiring in this note but am unable to do so owing to the lack of awe in myself at the moment. Toodles, [Phobics Of Tragedy]

hate's stronger than love....

like this entry [alithea]


uh huh..........? [amber*]

"the disease of the righteous" is that crabs?? bc you are one "righteous" bro...heh.jk [bleedingme34]

...and I am the dumb one??? hmmm I have to laugh at that... dooo dooo doo anyways, working out is for the birds? I think if they worked harder their hearts would explode and they would fall over dead, which wouldn't be a bad thing concidering that birds are the most annoying useless creates, much like many humans I know. Merry Christmas! [Magnilia]

oh by the way, you brought up interesting points in this entry, it wasn't as abstract as your usual writings. Do you know what is sad? When a 15 year old little white trash whore's FCHS trailer version soap opera life is more entertaining than anything else going on in the world. Shoot me when I pay to hear her speak. [Magnilia]

you are right

i am wrong

i am sorry [maddieblaylock]


you do pose questions.... but do you ever find the answers?

jen [blood child]


yeah, but the 'self' is all you really have. [maybe it's fate]

i have never bought into the idea that people or individuals are unimportant. you are important to me, however weak that may seem.

my internet friends are interesting and comedic and maudlin and herois to me in ways that my irl friends aren't...and i don't buy the fourth wall convention that the internet isn't rl anyhow...more on that some other time [maddieblaylock]

 

   
 
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