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Waking each day
with feelings of nothingness.
Knowing as the day goes on
it will end with the same emptiness.
Knowing that not a single sole
in the world really knows you.
Knowing the rays of lightness
and hope shine too few.
Living in the darkness of rejection,
disappointment, and fear.
A fear that only worsens
with each passing year.
A fear that overwhelms me
to such a vast extent
It submerges my mind with pain,
my heart with discontent.
My heart longs to be loved
and to be understood.
My life to be filled with happiness
that one true heart could.
Not someone to judge me
or try to change my way.
A true soul to share my life
and fulfill my needs each day.
A love that's unconditional
is what my heart desires.
Contentment and understanding
is what my life requires.
I know my soul will never find
what it really needs.
It doesn't exist in this world
of unfaithfulness and greed.
Bitter resentment and disgust
for the cards that I've been dealt.
For love and understanding
is what I've never felt.
God put me into this cruel world
and so I must stay.
I look forward more to heaven
as I live through hell each day.
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