Waking each day with feelings of nothingness. Knowing as the day goes on it will end with the same emptiness. Knowing that not a single sole in the world really knows you. Knowing the rays of lightness and hope shine too few. Living in the darkness of rejection, disappointment, and fear. A fear that only worsens with each passing year. A fear that overwhelms me to such a vast extent It submerges my mind with pain, my heart with discontent. My heart longs to be loved and to be understood. My life to be filled with happiness that one true heart could. Not someone to judge me or try to change my way. A true soul to share my life and fulfill my needs each day. A love that's unconditional is what my heart desires. Contentment and understanding is what my life requires. I know my soul will never find what it really needs. It doesn't exist in this world of unfaithfulness and greed. Bitter resentment and disgust for the cards that I've been dealt. For love and understanding is what I've never felt. God put me into this cruel world and so I must stay. I look forward more to heaven as I live through hell each day. ©The Runaway Bride Please Sign the Guestbook before you go. This page, its content and graphics, are copyrighted by the webmistress...... ©The Runaway Bride