Looking through tears that blind me. Your face permanently etched in my mind. Months have went by without you, But time has not been kind. So many sleepless nights. So many days of tears. Time has only allowed me To realize my darkest fear. The fear that I will never look Into those loving eyes again. The fear I will never hold you. It seems I can never win. You made me love you. My heart you had to hold. No matter what words I said And no matter just how cold. For some time what I wanted Was for you to go away. Now I'd give anything If only you would stay. My heart has never loved a man The way that I do you. I don't know how to explain myself. I don't know what to do. I set here remembering the good times. Wanting to turn back the clock. Wishing for a happier time When living wasn't a shock. Longing for the love we shared. Missing you each day. Thinking of you every second And just wanting to find a way. A way to make you realize What you really mean to me. You feel my heart with all that's good. How do I make you see? I hate this world without you. I've got nothing to live for. My life was over when you left me. Over and you closed the door. The walls are back up. The door is shut tight. I've closed all the curtains. And brought in the night. For in the darkness I shall live now. The light is just too hard. The deck was stacked against us. And you held the last card.

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