< Lost in isolation. My heart screams silent screams. There's no one here to hear them. My life has ended. My heart will feel no more. Stomped. Crushed. Left alone. Wanting to be loved. Left with rejection. Endless days alone in misery. Never to trust again. Love is too painful. My heart screams. The tears fall. Does it matter? No one cares. Treading the thin line with reality. Wishing each day this life would soon end. For I'm left with nothing. Nothing but memories that tear me apart. Remembering what it was like to be loved. Knowing that I was needed. Serving a purpose in this world. Each day a new roadblock. More pain and hurt. When does it end? I hide in my own world. I dare let anyone in. Walls all around to block everyone out. Hiding. Screaming. Please let it end! ©The Runaway Bride August 27, 2001 Happy Birthday to me!!! Protect Your Site! This page, its content and graphics, are copyrighted by the webmistress...... ©The Runaway Bride. The music playing, "Loneliness", ©2001 Bruce Deboer and used with permission. Artwork by Matt Hughes and called "River of Fear".