Degradation. Humiliation. Total annihalation of self worth. Too fat. Too ugly. Too big of a bitch! What did I do to deserve this?

The house is not clean. Get me some clothes. Where is my dinner? Make those kids SHUT UP!!!!

No Friends. No Family. Shut your mouth! I'm the man of this house! What did I do to deserve this?

My friends come first! Where have you been? What have you done all day? Make those kids SHUT UP!!!!

A slap. A punch. A kick. A gun to my head. A knife to my throat. What did I do to deserve this?

A child in love with a man. A childhood wasted. A love turned to hate. Make those kids SHUT UP!!!!

Isolation. Depression. No self esteem. At the mercy of a heartless beast. What did I do to deserve this?

I hate you! You Bitch! You fat, ugly slob! Make those kids SHUT UP!!!

Black eyes. Brusies. Broken bones. Another beating. God just let me die!!! What did I do to deserve this?

Dreams shattered. Hopes dashed. Love and trust gone forever. Make those kids SHUT UP!!!!

Everything I am is gone. Every dream is faded. Every ounce of my being is shattered. I am but a shadow lost and drifting. Searching for the soul you destroyed.

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