SWEET REVENGE

"SWEET REVENGE"

You said everything comes full circle
and you were right

For now it is my time to wonder
to think of the what if's, the misses
to remember the loss, wonder the possibilities
...to know

It was not long ago that you
were in these shoes
writing the same novel
left to die on the side of the road

But what if it could all be brought back together
one last chance to see what we once saw
to try and pick up the pieces
and run towards eternal happiness in love

If the moons do re-align
if the autumn breeze calls to life
if the gates do begin to part
I will not let them open

I have embraced the cancer you planted in me
I let the hole devour all that which is good and bad
I do not fear the dark or the quiet
Thay are all a part of me now

I've waited for so long
every night I begged for this freedom
those nights we had left each other for dead
when all I could do was wait for you

Yes you did call me to say goodnight
and yes you did wait for me to let you know
but there needs to be so much more then this
not randomn feelings and distant memories to fade

Oh if you only knew the horrors and the pain
if you knew the times I pretended to be with someone else
could you have held on and waited for me then
knowing that I dreamt of another while sleeping next to you

Good God cries for every sin into the sea
Evil me just looks at him and grins
for I knew the devil that was in disguise
I kissed her for years, now I am without sin