Positive Fault

I miss The Heat
that HATE brings
I miss That Rush
of RAGE
That fire felt when
Consumed by
Dark Emotions
the Dark Light
of Loathing
that Drives
to contemplate contempt again
to feel that Inferno within
Coaring like a river
Swollen with rain
Pulsing like Fever
thru my veins
Emotions surpressed
from
memories repressed
have left me lacking
Victimized by Vicimization
lies the direct coralation
of those Emotions
So much effort put to
FORGET
That some basic human instinct lies left
to rediscover the link
stand on the Brink
and not fall into the Abyss
to have such controll
over something like This
is something that even
my Heart
does miss