I’m Crying

I’m not pretty enough for anyone.
I won’t lie to myself, nobody likes me
I couldn’t get a guy if I tried

I don’t feel too good right now
I’m fat and I know it
I'm ugly and I know it
I refuse to pretend that I’m not

I couldn’t have fun
I wont have fun
On a day that should be a part of my fondest memories
On that day that girls get all dressed up for an unknown outcome

I'm not part of anything, just some person on the sidelines
I’ve done nothing with my life and that seems like it wont change
So how can I wonder why nobody likes me

I have no friends, they all can’t stand me
I’m lost but not because nobody lost me
But because nobody wanted me

I’m sad and crying
I just want to belong to something.
To someone on the most special day of a short life.


poem © by Lin M.L.




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