Feel

As I feel the loss, the pain, the blade slices to spill my blood.†
Cutting my skin, unraveling my flesh†
deep rose red is the color that fills my eyes Forgetting the past, and staying in a forgotten dimension.†
Going insane is my every thought†Hiding from my friends, parents, and myself†
inviting my death and begging for release Jumping with glee and fright when I see a sharp object.†
Kicking me under my feet†
I fall into liquor and drugs.†
Mending my wounds with subconsciousness†
Numbing aches and cuts†
Opening myself to anyone was easyer than I though
Probably since they never helped†
Never questioned when my last day would be†
Rest In Peace never me Staying alive was a trick†
Understanding why I had to go through it†
Very little of my life I had a say Did I tell you to die?†
Did I tell you to go away?†
Did I tell your Bitch Ass to go away?!†
Mom, Uncle wouldn't want you to be a whore†
He didn't want you to get beat every day†
To leave your children and make them suffer†He left me too, DON'T YOU REMEMBER!!
Worried, never were you†escaping your life, well so was I†
Yelling so loud my voice reached the sky†
Zoneing out from day to day†
Goodbye you Bitch!†
I hope you stay away!
poem © by Lin M.L.

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