Loneliness is now my only friend
Happiness was never an easy trip for me
Any time thought crossed my mind
that there was light in this tunnel
and I could finally see
I would hide
Hide my injured soul
Deep inside--I dig myself a grave
Of self-doubt--and shut the good things out
Oh, yes--I was empty of heart-felt hopes
but never of the rage
A rage is purpose--and product redirection
This is it--final copy--there's no room for imperfection
Answer only to the gods that know your dreams
'Cause this world ain't never what it ever seems
Fight the devil--and all the angels cheer
Give to your god a holy prayer
Living only for as long as you dare
Don't let your enemies or lovers know your fears
Pain is gone--but so is reality.
Emptyness--replaced with criminal insanity
Any time my now-numb mind
Tells me light is in this tomb
and I can feel for me
I hide
Hide my souless eyes
Deep inside--This soul cannot be saved
From self-doubt--there's no good to keep shut out
Oh yes--I am empty now of every soulful thing
But never ever--never ever of the rage