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POINTLESS DREAM

Well, it finaly happened.
You and him finaly together.
How could it happen?
Should have figured you'd pick him over me.
Should have guessed I'd never be the one.

What I would give to take his place.
What I would give to stroke your face.
But no; it's a pointess wish.
I wish I could have what I always miss.

You're the girl I want but you're not here.
Where could you be?
The one girl I want doesn't want me.

Well, it finaly happened.
You and him finaly together.
How could it happen?
Yet I'm glad for you.
Glad you found someone new.
Someone to ease your pain.
Wish I was him so bad it's driving me insane.

Someday maybe you'll see
we were meant to be together.
You and me.
But for now I sit and wish.
Watch the last drip flow off the dish.
Stare to the wall thinking of you.
At night you're with him and I'm alone without you.

Without anyone except my dreams.
Pointless dreams...
But I still dream about you.
You.
I wish I was with you.

When I first saw you and him
I felt the pain in my heart once again.
Once again for the hundredth time.
Scream for you?
It's a waste of time.
Why scream when you don't hear?
Don't you know I want you near?
Can't you see I need you dear?

But why?
It's a pointless dream.
So I sit home alone and watch TV.
Still friends that we are.
I wish we wer more than what we are.
Something bigger...something far bigger...
than what we are.

Scream...scream...out loud all night.
Scream...scream...you're walking out of sight.
Scream...scream...it's all I can do.
Cause I'm in a pointless dream.
Scream...scream...

Someday maybe you and me.
Ha! Yeah right why would you want me
since you have him?
I call but you're way at night
and my heart melts again.

Should have figured you'd pick him over me.
Should have guessed I'd never be the one.
I wish and dream.
Yell and scream.
Hope to be the one for you.

But I know my wish will never come true.

-1993