I Wish

I wish I could tell you
How much I want to be with you
But the words are never uttered
Because of the past

I have never felt this way
About anyone before
I don't want that to end
So I do not ask

It is ripping me apart
Because I am caught between two worlds
One dead, the other powerless to be born
Again, I say nothing

I am a bloody rose
Full of love and compassion
Yet I suffer
For no one has fulfilled it

You came
And you showed me things
That I cannot begin to explain
I wish I could share in them forever

I try to say the words
But something is stopping me
It is my past
Which leads to my suffering

I never want to leave you
You are my light
The only thing I have left
Again, I say nothing

All I have left to say
Is that I feel something
That I never did before
So I shall say something

I want to be with you for as long as I live

I did not want to say it at first
For I did not want to lose you
Because you are my only true happiness
In my clouded mind

So do not be afraid of my words
Or my feelings
For they are only good
The first time I have truly fallen in love

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