Misplaced Childhood

I seem to have lost my childhood
Have you seen it?
I would describe it to you
But I never knew what it looked like
I'm not sane
Because I take the right pills
The holes are still there
No matter what you put in them
Another ghost on the wall
She touches my bare back
And leaves scars
That only I can see
As my emotions are drained
I take a long look in the mirror
All I can see is a shell
A vessel which once held my soul
I fall to the ground
Taking my last breaths
I hold my music box in hand
But all I feel is pain