To grip my own emotions And get my head on straight I've lost my fucking fingers And my mind is gonna be raped
I'll curl up in a ball And let the world pass by Nobody ever cares anymore Or even asks me "Why?"
I'll listen to my metal And let the CD play While gray tears fall from my face No one will be in my way
I'll pick myself up From the dirty floor And I'll look you in the eye What you want you fucking whore?
I won't take this shit No more, no more, no more No more lying there On that dirty floor