Lemon warning! ^^; See, not only can I make angst fluff, I can give it a nice lemon twist... All bow to my power! >D *insane* Anyway, the resolution of this story is a happy lil' PWP. Enjoy. :p
These characters are not mine, and neither is Pokemon in general. So please don't think I'm doing this for any reason beyond fun and entertainment purposes...
It was a kiss that left him feeling breathless and by the time Shigeru let him breathe again, Satoshi was having a hard time just seeing straight. "Shi...Shigeru..." He gasped his name, sucking air into his lungs. It was such a sweet feeling...
Shigeru ran a hand through Satoshi's hair, feathering it under his touch. "I'm sorry I ever let you go, Satoshi. I'm not going to this time. I promise, I won't."
With those words, Satoshi felt tears sting in his eyes and all he could do to keep from breaking into sobs was to bury his face against Shigeru's shoulder, inhaling his scent. It was a dizzying experience...
"I never want to let go of you, either, Shigeru..." Satoshi whispered. And he was afraid of that. So very afraid of being left alone again. He'd only opened his heart to one other person, and she had crushed him...
"I promise, Satoshi. I promise..." He tipped up Satoshi's chin and kissed away his tears, and then he kissed his lips. "I'll never leave you..." He said softly. "I think... no, I know... I know that I love you..."
More tears fell from Satoshi's eyes. "Oh Shigeru..." He whimpered. "I... I never thought that it could be possible... But it is, isn't it? It is..."
He pressed himself close and then he kissed Shigeru again. Little kisses weren't going to be enough. He wanted something else, he wanted something more.
"Years, Shigeru. We hated each other for *years*... Or at least we made it look that way... I want to forget that, Shigeru. I want to forget..."
And Shigeru was aware of how Satoshi wanted to forget, because he could feel it pressed against his leg. And this wasn't to say that Shigeru was against this... he felt the same way...
"Are you sure you want this, Satoshi?" He asked. He couldn't just take... he needed to make sure... Satoshi nodded through his tears.
"Yes. Please."
And that was all that Shigeru needed to hear. At least he knew what he was doing. In theory, at least. Thank fanfiction for various fandoms, and *very* embarrassing talks with a certain mutual friend of his and Satoshi's who would go unnamed...
He picked Satoshi up and deposited him on the bed with a gentle touch, and then he kissed him until it was hard to breathe, his lungs were burning, but he pushed it that much more. He wanted to taste it all...
And with that, as he let his dazed Satoshi breathe again, he began to shed the unnecessary clothing... even though that meant all of them. Satoshi's face was flushed with passion, and it was such a difficult thing to control...
But he wasn't going to hurt him. He went to the bedside table, and hoped something would be there... Hand lotion would do, he supposed. So he took it and went back to Satoshi, kissing him again. And then, letting them rest for a moment, he studied his blushing face.
He was beautiful, perfect, unmarred...
He wanted to know all of Satoshi, every inch of his skin, where he was ticklish, where he was not... He wanted to be able to place the expanses of beauty that he beheld to memory, to hold forever.
So he did, touching and tasting with lips and with his hands. Satoshi was left useless on the bed, but neither seemed to care. They both seemed to like it that way, actually.
Satoshi's hands clenched tightly into the bed covers, and his eyes were closed so tight he was sure he'd never be able to open them again. All he could do was feel, expressing soft moans and whimpers... He had no idea what those sounds were doing to Shigeru, though. They were just driving him crazy...
Shigeru's lips wandered down his chest again, raining kisses that were soft and gentle like the pitter patter of the rain. And then his tongue traced past Satoshi's arousal and the other cried out in a sharp sound of pleasure.
It was so very hard to think...
Shigeru undid the container and slicked a finger with the lotion, distracting Satoshi with soft touches as he worked in one finger. He didn't force, he didn't rush it, he let the other relax before thought of anything more even worked into the picture...
"How does that feel?"
"Oo...Shigeru...more..." Satoshi replied, dazed.
That sounded like a good idea, so he worked in the second until he could enter the third. And then he was sure that Satoshi was ready, dark hair in a wild disarray, lashes dark on pale cheeks.
And so he cleaned off his hand and moved so that he was between Satoshi's legs. He leaned forward and kiss him, kissed him until the world was spinning and nothing seemed right anymore, and then with that distraction at hand, he pushed in.
Satoshi tensed, his eyes fluttering open as more tears fell. "Oh god, Shigeru..." He moaned, and Shigeru licked at the tears. He gave him a smile and his eyes fell closed again, and he savoured the feel...
And planting his hands to the sides of Satoshi's shoulders, he began the slow and steady in and out thrust that seemed to make everything else seem like nothing. Only this existed, this moment, this action.
Him and Satoshi, and nothing else.
But it didn't last long enough, it wasn't long until there were both driven over the edge and had come... Shigeru collapsed, panting. Satoshi kissed his cheek.
"I love you." He told Shigeru, who answered likewise. He pulled out and pulled Satoshi close so he could snuggle against him. He remembered to pull up a cover... they really should clean up... But consciousness was a precarious thing, and it was being taken away.
His last thought, though, was that he would never let Satoshi go. Not this time...
He'd learned that lesson, he'd learned it well.
The end