The night was dark, and filled with the warmth and fragrances of a summer that had for too long gone without the blessing of a heavy rain. A dark night, yes, yet high above the moon gazed down upon the earth, spreading a gentle light that misted out and enveloped all that fell beneath... Quiet, quiet, all seemed quiet. Yet in the little town of Masara, there was a party.
It was a party unlike any other, for the child of Hanako had returned home, returned home as the Pokemon Master he had set out to be. Had returned as a Master of the League. Had returned home...
Not as excited as one would think.
Kasumi, though, thought nothing of this, and urged him on. He'd been surprised... she knew he'd be surprised... when they came to his house, and the party had been revealed before him. She had hoped he would have had a happy expression... Yes, he looked surprised, but he didn't look... happy.
And that's where he was, now. Sitting in his living room, the bright voices of others around him, upon the couch. He knew he should be happy about this. But he couldn't. All of his friends were here...
Maybe someone was missing. Someone who would only try to rub his face in it all. Someone who had done nothing but tease and torment and make him feel less of himself for years... Someone he missed more than anything else. That bit of happiness he had let go of because of...
Satoshi sighed, leaning back into the depths of the couch.
I wish Shigeru were here.
At that, Kasumi leaned over on the couch, holding a cup in her hand. She smiled a bright smile, and offered him the drink. "Thirsty, S'toshi-chan? You should be happy..." She sounded serious, yet the slur in her voice made him numb to the fact.
"Thanks, Kasumi..."
She grinned as he accepted the drink, leaning down and planting a sloppy kiss on the top of his head. "Y'welcome..."
He sighed, as she walked away, studying the cup that he held. How had she been able to plan this all? She'd been traveling with him and Takeshi... So how?
Ahh, he really shouldn't worry about it. Women were rather difficult to understand...
He downed the cup, and winced, realizing what it was only to late.
Ahh...
He sighed, and looked down at the now empty cup.
I really miss Shigeru, he realized, before trying to loose himself in the colors and sounds of the room...
He was annoyed. Okay, he wasn't just annoyed, he was actually rather angry. Not that he had been expected to be invited to the *party* that was being thrown... But that wasn't the point. The point was that Satoshi was getting said party, and he wasn't there.
He stalked into the home of his 'rival', gazing around. He didn't know if he'd seen so many people in the house before, Satoshi and his mother had never been one for big gatherings...
But they were there, people he'd never expected to see... Gym leaders? Even gym leaders were at little Satoshi's party...
As well as the boy himself.
Now, Shigeru smirked, Isn't that sad? He doesn't even look happy.
His train of thought was thoroughly derailed as the red headed carrot girl... what was her name? Kasumi... kissed him. It wasn't something that returned, but it never the less annoyed him.
Emotions boiled... Why was that girl kissing his Satoshi?!
...not that he viewed himself in that light.
Someone was at his side, offering him a drink. He looked towards the girl, and snatched the cup away without much thought.
He stalked away from the door, his eyes not wandering from the dejected ebon haired boy who sat in the midst of it all...
Leaning back against the wall, he took a drink. He nearly spat it out... but decided who cared. Did they even know the drink was spiked? Maybe someone was just trying to enjoy the party a bit more.
Well, annoyed as he was, he took another drink. And then another.
By the time he realized he wanted another drink, the poor boy was having a hard time getting to his feet. But somehow, Satoshi coped, and managed to rise. And then he made a rather wobbly beeline, straight towards the table that housed the drinks. That had tasted good. He wanted another.
He grinned and held out his cup to Kasumi, who filled it up... She then went back to her own, that and chatting with Takeshi. He took a sip... Turning, he felt his world spinning. He needed to get back to the safety of his sanctuary... That sanctuary being his couch.
It was a nice feeling. Maybe he could forget the fact that he wished Shigeru was here. Not that he could notice anything beyond the effects of a blurry room and world... Oh well, like he had said, er, thought. It was nice...
Oh well. The world really was spinning, this time, and he felt like he couldn't walk... He took another sip as he stumbled. Maybe he should have eaten something... the thought of the cake he could have enjoyed fluttered at the edge of his mind...
Now what's this? Mr. Pokemon Master is getting another drink... Shigeru chuckled. What was it now? He'd been offered far too many. Was this his fourth, or fifth? Whichever, the effects had struck fast and furious... Everything was rather humorous.
Ahh, yes, Mr. Pokemon Master himself... He giggled and stumbled over, shaking a hand at the boy. Somehow, somehow, he made it, and again giggled an alcohol-fueled giggle.
"So, how does it feel to be a master, hmm?" It was at that moment that he tripped, falling down in a little heap in front of Satoshi. Somehow his cup kept from falling, and he rolled over, in the middle of a room filled with people who had other things on their minds, and stared up at Satoshi... and started to laugh. You must understand, when you trip for no reason, it is the funniest thing in the world.
Wah, that voice! Satoshi went wide-eyed as Shigeru walked up next to him...and then landed before him. He had stopped, stared down at the laughing boy, and then himself started to giggle... which only intensified as his legs gave out beneath him and he landed beside Shigeru.
He laughed and laughed, then suddenly went silent... The world around him was of no importance. But Shigeru was here. He'd wanted Shigeru to be here...
Ahh, he couldn't remember why he was laughing...
He gazed up at Satoshi, and could only laugh more as the boy fell beside him. "Ya know, Sato-chan, yer always good fer a laugh..." He rolled up on one arm, holding up his drink which was still filled... by some miracle.
"Wanna drink? It's good."
Satoshi began to answer, then looked down at his cup. It had been full.. Had he drank it all and not noticed? He giggled, and nodded, accepting the drink. "Sure, sure..." He drank it in a breath or two, then paused and looked down at Shigeru.
"Eh, Sh'geru." Um, what was he saying? He didn't remember what he was going to ask him... He started to laugh again, and nearly dropped the contents of the cup on himself...
Shigeru seemed to not care about that, and grabbed Satoshi's arm and pulled him over, the cup falling from the other's hand, "Get over here..." He grinned, giggling at his own personal joke. "Yer a klutz, y'know that?"
"Hey... Um, you're the one that spilled the drink..." He replied, shaking his head, and giggling. He was silent for a moment, and tilted his head to the side. He parted his lips to say something.
"Hey, Sh'geru... Um..." He giggled again, and poked the boy's nose. "I forgot what I was gonna say... Hee..."
It didn't rather matter that he had been pulled atop him, this really was one of the funniest things in the world... Really.
"Ya know.. 'Sat's real funny cuz neither can I." He laughed at the situation, then focused on gazing into Satoshi's eyes. He was so close.. Wasn't there something he wanted to do? Wasn't there something he really wished he could do? Maybe it was then that he realized they lay in his living room. Thank the alcohol that seemed to flow so freely, that no one noticed the...
And then, he cupped Mr. Pokemon Master's chin in his hand, still gazing into his eyes. "Is there somewhere else we's can go?" He gave a devilish grin as he spoke.
A devilish grin which was lost on Satoshi. He pursed his lips, and nodded. "Well, we could go up stai... No, let's go out side... I need some fresh air..." He grabbed Shigeru's hand, and pulled him up. Something was on his mind, something he couldn't quite place, yet none the less he was rather happy about this. Shigeru was here... Maybe...
Satoshi sighed, and opened the door, walking out onto the porch...
It was Shigeru who closed it, Satoshi by now having let go of his hand. Closed the door, and was enveloped by the heat of the night... He gazed at the back of Satoshi's neck, dark hairs brushing at the base, and through the fog of his mind realized he loved the way the hair touched so slightly... Shigeru sighed, the thoughts churning in his mind, and else where, rather sobering.
"So, what do you have on your mind?"
The other gripped the rail of the front porch, and shrugged, "Nothing, I guess..." He looked back, leveling his gaze on the other... his eyes were rather sleepy looking.
"Why weren't ya here earlier, Sh'geru?"
Shigeru blinked at this, it was almost as if he WANTED him here. Why was that thought so hard to swallow? Maybe because of... he shrugged. "I wasn't invited."
Satoshi seemed to understand that, he looked away and nodded. "Oh... I didn't send out the invitations. I would've invited you..."
Shigeru snorted. "Why would you do that?"
No answer. At least not at first. And even when he spoke, it was not in answer of his question... "Ne, Shigeru..." He looked back, and a grin flashed across his features. Shigeru blinked, and Satoshi moved closer. "Let's play hide and seek!"
Shigeru sweat-dropped, yet set his hand on Satoshi's shoulder. "Sure, sure..."
Satoshi giggled, "Great!" He leaned, pushing up on tiptoes, and pressed a quick kiss against the others cheek. "You're it!" With that, leaving a stunned Shigeru standing there, the other raced down the steps and into the night. Shigeru only became aware that he was supposed to be counting, then. So he started to... "1...2...3..."
Ah, who gives a damn! He wasn't gonna let him get that far away! Not with that. Even though it had been innocent... He raced after Satoshi, wondering where he could have lost himself in the dark.
Yet when he was found, the other wasn't even hiding. It seems like he had decided he needed to take a nap, so he had lain down in the middle of a path. Shigeru knelt beside him, and poked the others cheek... And, so, when he awoke, Satoshi found a face leering at his. "Gotcha. You're it." Shigeru said, with a superior look on his face, poking his cheek yet again. Satoshi yawned, and looked up at Shigeru sleepily.
"Er, what're we doin' Sh'geru?"
Shigeru sweat-dropped. "Forgotten already?" he asked, the look melting into a smile. Satoshi nodded.
"Guess so..." Winding arms around Shigeru, he pulled him closer without thought. "Sh'geru, I'm sleepy..."
Shigeru tensed for a moment, then wound arms back around the other, pulling him up. "Can ya walk?"
Satoshi nodded slightly, "Think so..."
It was then that Shigeru realized he couldn't remember his way back home.
Well, at least with wandering they had found something. Even if something happened to be Masara proper, small as it was. Across the street was a building well lit at even this time of the night. Though one would wonder why Masara would have such a hotel. It was a very small town... Oh well.
Shigeru helped Satoshi across the street, supporting him, yet Satoshi spoke up.
"Is 'dis home?"
Shigeru nodded, long since awake... not being able to help his wandering mind. A mind that wandered far to much upon the form of his sleepy companion.
"Yep."
"Okay. I'm sleepy."
Shigeru nodded, and helped him in.
It was a rather difficult thing to explain, yet somehow he did. The cool breath of air conditioner revived them both... Satoshi looked at him as he was being helped up the stairs. "Ey, Shigeru," he said, reaching out.
Shigeru looked over, as Satoshi took the key card from him, and somehow raced up the stairs. Shigeru sighed, yet grinned, and followed after him.
"Feeling better?"
"Feeling better? Well, it's all a bit blurry still... Not much... I don't think I wanna nap anymore... I don't think I'm sleepy... Eh, Shigeru, which door is the one we're supposed to go to?"
He had asked it all in a breath and leaned back against the wall, gazing thoughtfully at the other...
Shigeru looked around, then found the number, "Ahh, 103..." He said, softly, moving closer... Yet the proximity set Satoshi off, bounding towards the door. Shigeru glanced after him, and sighed a rather frustrated sigh. He followed after...
Satoshi was having trouble with the door. He kept sliding the card, but it wouldn't open.
"Ne, Shigeru.." He asked, and the other rested an arm on the wall beside the door, leaning over him. He didn't mind the fact that Shigeru was so close...
It felt nice.
"Hmm, what is it Satoshi?" He asked, softly. Satoshi looked up, at that moments, there faces painfully close.
"You. I. Don't remember what I was going to say..."
Shigeru grinned, "Well, don't worry, then... Just hurry up..."
"Oh," Satoshi began, softly, looking back at the door. Practice makes perfect... he went for the card slide, yet it didn't blink in response. He turned the card around. "This time I'll get it... Anyway, do you wanna get into bed that fast?"
That question... Just the way it was worded... he couldn't help but want to grab the other and knock down the door. Instead, he nodded, simply nodded. "Yeah... I wanna get down to business."
Satoshi craned his neck back to look at Shigeru, and had a thoughtful look. "You mean like tax forms? I don't wanna do tax forms..."
Shigeru shook his head, sweat-dropping, "No, Satoshi, this is going to be something I'll enjoy... It'll be fun."
At that, the other pouted. "Fun? I don't want you to have fun if I can't have fun... Will I enjoy it to?"
He couldn't help but grin at the other, "Oh, yes, I hope so..."
That answered seemed to please Satoshi, and he turned back to the door, this time succeeding in unlocking the door. He pushed it opened, and bounced in... To land on the bed, still bouncing up and down slightly...
...And it was Shigeru, following in, who closed and locked the door behind him. He turned his attention to Satoshi, sitting on the only bed in the room. His mind was fuzzy with the thoughts of what could happen... Maybe he felt lke he was taking horrible advantage of the situation. Well, trying to, at least.
"Oh, isn't that too bad, only one bed..."
Satoshi nodded, "Yeah, I noticed that too..." He fingered the bedspread, then looked up at Shigeru and smiled, "I guess that means you have to sleep on the floor!"
Shigeru nearly fell over, "Hey! There's no way in hell I'm sleeping on the floor..."
Satoshi was thoughtful, "Then I have to."
It was such a simple comment. One that Shigeru was completely against, but Satoshi didn't seem to mind. He noticed something, then...
"Eh, Shigeru. This doesn't look like my room..."
Shigeru shrugged, "Eh, don't worry, just lie down..." He started to move closer, yet instead, Satoshi stood and moved towards the chair near the bathroom door...
"Come on, Satoshi, we can both sleep in the same bed..."
Satoshi looked back, and measured Shigeru thoughtfully. And came to a conclusion. "Oh well... I guess I'll take a shower first... I feel dirty, like I was sleeping outside..."
For one, Satoshi had been sleeping outside. Instead of informing of said fact, Shigeru visibly perked up at the word 'shower'. To him, it was a very good suggestion, "Then... I will take a shower as well."
Satoshi watched him, for a long time, before speaking again. "But... there's only one shower."
Shigeru sweat-dropped. Hadn't they gone through this once before?! "I know, I know, you don't have to worry about that..."
Satoshi had his hand on the doorknob. He turned it slightly, then looked back at Shigeru.
"But..."
"But what?" Shigeru replied, moving closer.
Satoshi's face lit up. "I get the shower first! Heh!" He was in, the door closed and locked behind him, before Shigeru had time to get to him...
"Damn it! Satoshi!" he cried, pounding on the door...
Satoshi's voice replied, as the boy knelt at the tub side, "There isn't a shower.... Just a tub..."
Shigeru was heard from the other side, "Satoshi, let me in!"
"Be patient..." Satoshi replied, turning on the water. "I guess I'll take a bubble bath..." His hands grazed past the hotel complimentaries... A small tube of bubble bath and shampoo, nestled by a small, wrapped bar of soap, and a tube of hand lotion. He unwrapped the soap as the water ran...
"Satoshiiiiii!" Shigeru cried, from beyond the door. Satoshi stood and removed his shirt, dropping it on the counter.
"What is it, Shigeru?" He asked, fiddling with the button of his pants.
"Let me in!"
"But I just took my shirt off.. Why would you wanna come in now?"
"Why would I ever!" He cried. "Satoshi, lemme in.,. lemme in!"
Satoshi looked at the door... And realized his zipper was stuck.
"My zipper's stuck."
A groan from the other side of the door. "So let me in and I will help you get it unstuck."
"Ahh, never mind!" Satoshi cried, unzipping them all the way... though not removing his pants. "Got it!"
Another groan.
He felt like he was being tortured, and this was a type of torture that he didn't want to force upon another. He wanted, more and more, to just knock the door down... Then he'd make Satoshi let him take his pants off! Eh, that sentence made a lot more sense than when he actually thought about it... But that was the point.
"Satoshi! Come on!"
All he heard was the sound of running water. For the time being, at least.
For then, he heard the other speak, "I haven't taken a bubble bath in a long time..."
Shigeru wilted, "But I wanna take a bubble bath with you. Really, what's the point of taking two baths, when we could just take one together?!"
Silence. Finally broken...
"You have to wait your turn."
"But I want my turn now and if you don't give it to me I'm going to break down the door." He replied swiftly, truthfully.
Satoshi's reply was rather lax. "Be patient."
Shigeru leaned against the door, and sighed, "Satoshiii." He whined, "We could have fun if we took a bubble bath together. Ne, ne?"
He waited for the reply...
Satoshi looked up at the door, and mused. Well, if it'll be fun... He stood, and walked over, unlocking the door. But as he moved away, sitting on the chair beside the tub, he forgot to mention that fact to Shigeru... Not at first.
"Okay, if it'll be fun, you can come in..."
Shigeru was only to eager to enter, throwing off most of his clothes as he did... Only to be met by a half clothed Satoshi. "Erk!"
Satoshi eyed him, looking up and down, then focused on his gaze, "Whatcha doin'?"
Shigeru thoughtfully covered himself, "Why do you have clothes on? You're not supposed to be dressed!"
"But the tub's not filled yet."
Shigeru grinned, and moved forwards, picking him up off the chair.
"It is now." With that, Satoshi was dumped most unceremoniously into the tub.
With that, he shrugged out of the rest of his clothes, and knelt at bath side.
"Told ya so."
Satoshi looked over, and eyed the other, annoyed. "You got my pants wet."
Shigeru sweat-dropped. He'd been doing that a lot tonight. "...then why don't you take them off..."
"Simple enough.." Satoshi replied, squirming out of them...Shigeru was almost too eager.
Especially as he started to help. With the underwear. Satoshi swatted at his hands.
"Hey! I didn't say you could help with those..."
"But they have to come off.."
"True, but still..."
"I was just trying to help you.. if you think you can, you can do it yourself. So, Mr. Pokemon Master, can you do that yourself? You can't do anything." Shigeru said, rather matter of factly.
Satoshi glared at him, "I can do a lot..."
Shigeru shrugged, stepping into the tub and sitting opposite as Satoshi flung the last bit of clothing out of his way... he looked to Shigeru, and would have blushed, if not for the fact that his honor was at stake.
"Can to."
Shigeru was then lucky enough to be pounced on by the other boy. It wasn't anything at first, but Satoshi's weight above was followed with something else.
A rather eager kiss.
Shigeru realized that this was a good thing. But something was happening...
The water was too high. He flailed his arms, digging nails into Satoshi's back to get his attention. The kiss was broken off, and Satoshi sat up. Shigeru gasped for breath, leaning up.
"What was that for?"
Shigeru coughed, "You tried to drown me!"
Satoshi blinked, and laughed a nervous laugh, rubbing behind his neck.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't notice..."
"Just sorry? You tried to kill me and all you can say you didn't notice?!"
Satoshi shook his head, "Well, I didn't... And I wasn't trying to kill you. I was trying to kiss you. Big difference..."
Shigeru shrugged. "Maybe this was a bad idea..."
Satoshi could only nod, "You should have waited your turn..."
"I'll keep that in mind. Now, would ya get the fuck off of me?"
Satoshi blinked, "...but I don't want to."
"Get off of me or I'll make you get off of me." Was the others deep reply.
"Then make me."
So he did, pushing up and knocking the other back. Satoshi winced as his back contacted with the faucet, rubbing at the sore spot, yet Shigeru stood and grabbed a towel, walking to the door. He looked back, as if nothing had happened. "See ya in bed..."
Satoshi slumped, and grumbled.
"...better hurry up."
He lingered for a moment. He eyed one of the objects on the rim of the tub, and picked up the tube. And, then, he listened to Shigeru's suggestion, and moved from the bed. Throwing a towel around himself, he stalked after Shigeru, who was lying casually on the bed. He turned off the bathroom light as he did, as Shigeru looked towards him as he sat on the edge...
He set the tube down on the nightstand, and pouted. "Hey, I wanted this side..."
Shigeru sighed, catching the motion that his Satoshi had made yet not seeing it's end. "Satoshi... we're not claiming sides of the bed. Are you that stupid? Are you that naive that you think that I'll just lie here and not do anything to you?"
Satoshi looked down at him, simply, honest words coming from his lips, "Well, you just bruised my back, I'd expect you were going to hurt me some more."
Shigeru blinked. "Oh. Well isn't that to bad. You shouldn't been in the faucets way..." He growled. "And maybe you shouldn't have tried to drown me!"
"I told you this before... There's a difference between kissing and drowning. I was trying to kiss you. Hmph." He turned away. And Shigeru grabbed his arm.
"Oh, come here you."
"Make me." Satoshi replied, crossing his arms, looking back... and sticking his tongue out.
Shigeru sighed again, rolling his eyes. Why was it like this wasn't getting him anywhere? Wasn't there something going on here, that even Satoshi should be know about? I mean, the boy couldn't be that oblivious?
He shook his head, thoughtful. "You're such a baka, my Satoshi..."
Satoshi's brow furrowed, "Hey! Who ever said I was yours?"
Shigeru blinked, and looked up, wondering if maybe... No, Satoshi wouldn't have been doing what he was... he HAD been kissed, hadn't he? Right. See, it kept making less sense, less and less...
And so, he saw it fit to explain.
"You ARE mine, Satoshi. You always have and you always will be... Just like I'm yours. Always, and forever."
Satoshi was rather shocked by that, yet a slow smile spread out across his lips. Almost as if he'd been waiting for this to be said, or maybe he knew, just needed it to be spoken aloud...
"If that's the truth..." His look turned thoughtful, and the smile melted into a devilish grin worthy of Shigeru himself. "You could have just told me that from the beginning. Then I wouldn't have..."
Shigeru picked up, thinking his mind was on the right track. "Satoshi, that wasn't tormenting, that was called killing. In some countries you could be executed for that."
Satoshi shook his head. "No. Not..." He stopped, and found himself staring into Shigeru's eyes. He'd sat up... "Not that..."
"Then what?"
Satoshi blinked, and sighed. "Just..." He looked back. How many years did I waste with what I did? If Shigeru... Has always thought this... he sighed, and pounced the other, knocking him back onto the bed.
He really liked the idea of being called Shigeru's Satoshi...
"Oh, nothing, really nothing... but a nothing I mean to rectify tonight."
"Satoshi..." Shigeru murmured, drops of water splattering his face, from Satoshi's still wet hair...
Shigeru realized that he was being kissed again, and this time he was allowed to give himself into it completely, without the worry of death on his mind. His arms danced up around Satoshi, holding him close; he allowed his mind to close down all coherent thought...
All that existed was him, and the being so recently claimed as his Satoshi, even if only in words. The kiss that they shared, one that teased; Satoshi's's tongue darting to slip beneath his lips... Shigeru gasped, but melted into the kiss, tasting the other, realizing more and more he was going numb to the outside world...
His... He was finally able to view the other as his. He'd always thought it, hadn't he? He hadn't wanted to think something that was wrong... Why else would he have never thought it before? Expect in the deepest parts of his heart...
And now.
Only the expressions, and feelings, that existed here in.
Between the meeting of them...
Hands roaming across his chest, hands memorizing the feel, the sensation of having him beneath him... He was completely aware...
He felt the fabric of the towel which still somehow clung to his Satoshi, fall away, and he opened his eyes, not having noted that they had closed at all...
...And the kiss was broken, his Satoshi pulling back. A hand reached up, brushing the side of his cheek, and then he was sliding down, and Shigeru was only able to sit up slightly before something warm encompassed him below. With a gasp of surprise, Shigeru fell back against the mattress...
Then, his mind became attuned to one thing, and that was the intensity of the feeling - both physical and emotional.
Satoshi himself was focused on what he was doing, and realized with a pang of pain that he'd wanted to be this close to Shigeru for a long time...
He was vaguely aware of hands in his hair, and a moan...
He went back to the world beneath him, savoring the sounds...
Something was wrong, though, if not to Satoshi, then to the one beneath him.
No no, not this... not that this wasn't everything he could have imagined and more. But no, he couldn't let it end like this... Not when there was so much that he wanted to do. It took some effort, but somehow, Shigeru was able to break the contact that Satoshi had with him...
The other had an almost hurt expression in his eyes, kneeling at the side of the bed as he was. Shigeru pushed up, glancing down at him, then grinned.
"What? Didn't you like..."
Shigeru nodded, then helped his Satoshi up, the dejected look on his face only a show of how easy it was to get him beneath him.
"Of course I did..."
He pouted, "But Shi..." His world came into a spin as Shigeru went to work, with what he himself had only just been busy with... Words caught in his mouth, as Satoshi was lost in the feelings...
Clawing at the covers, he clung desperately to them as the warmth, darting to a tongue dancing across exposed flesh with ease that made him shudder appreciatively in response, he wished for it to end. The way it was building...
He'd never felt this way.
He didn't want to stop feeling this way.
But that couldn't be stopped, he half told himself, vaguely aware of the sudden release.. yet melting into it, relaxing.
And then Shigeru looked up, eyeing Satoshi as a conquest which had been made, yet not completely, he was told by himself. The way he looked, there in the half-light of the room. Very beautiful... with an expression that brought a smile to his face. He stood, over him, tilting his head to the side as he gazed down. Satoshi eyed him as if in a daze...
Shigeru caught again the attention of the something on the table, and drew back, taking the small item in his hands. Hand lotion. It was almost as if Satoshi had planned this.. Well... He gazed down at his Satoshi, who arched against the smooth cover, murmuring something. Was it his name? Yes, it sounded that way...
Well, if he was going to go a bit, why not go all the way? Especially since Satoshi seemed to have laid this path for him to travel - from the start, that little minx. He wants me... he really... He wants me to take him, he wants to be mine...
Yet, even with those thoughts... he couldn't help but feel a wall of doubt build it's way up before him. Gazing towards Satoshi.. and realizing that the look in his eyes said yes, if you don't I might have to have Pikachuu thundershock you...
Rather poignant. And something he didn't wish to feel. Even though Pikachuu wasn't here. But that wasn't the point...
He undid the cap of the tube, and set it aside, then turned his attention back to his Satoshi... His. And would only be made more his, in the time to come... How long had he thought about this? He knew it wasn't something that had just popped into his mind... Or maybe he'd read it somewhere. Maybe that was right. Late night trips across the world wide web, perhaps?
He traced fingers across the others lips, then kissed him.
And with the seeming setup, maybe he wasn't the only one who had one day dreamed of this...
Yet again, the doubt. "Are you ...?"
Satoshi nodded, vaguely yet completely aware.
That was all he needed.
He squeezed out some of the contents of the tube, fingers brushing near the point of entry. Satoshi gasped, writhing a bit. The process, then on, was painfully slow. One finger sliding in, the tight feel. Satoshi helpless beneath him, eyes closed tight. Process continuing until he was completely ready, and then to prepare himself as well. Slippery substance, spreading it on himself, readying himself. Satoshi whimpered softly, as Shigeru positioned himself over him... "Shigeru.." He said, softly, eyes blurring and focusing on the other.
Shigeru replied with a kiss, tongue teasing the lips of the other, until they did part... Satoshi surrendered himself willingly to the kiss, and the act that was to come...
Shigeru had no doubts, now, as he pushed in... he knew enough to take it easy, yet Satoshi winced slightly. He paused almost.. Yet Satoshi shook his head, and uttered a broken, "No." At which Shigeru went on...
He shuddered at the pleasure, the feel, and Satoshi arched beneath him, moaning. Shigeru closed his eyes thoughtfully, as he began to move out and then in. Soft whimpers broke his concentration, and Shigeru clung desperately to the task at hand...
Before long he knew he couldn't help himself, and he grasped Satoshi's arms, holding him, kissing him desperately.. Years of pent up want, with each thrust, each aching thrust...
Uncontrolled breath, vision blurring with the sensations of it all...
Uncontrolled sounds, soft gasps, intense moans...
Uncontrolled existance. Not wanting control at all...
He felt the other beneath him, felt within him... All as Shigeru moved, and then the soft low sounds of contentment as he felt himself release within the other... He felt himself in a daze now, a rather pleasant daze, and was only somewhat aware of the kisses that Satoshi pressed against him. Somehow... He wasn't sure how, but they ended up lying in bed, Satoshi snuggling close, reveling in the warmth of the body that he held close.
Shigeru felt himself slipping away, yet heard a muttered murmur from Satoshi, something about needing to play hide and seek more often. Because he rather liked the way they had ended up in the end... Shigeru tried questioning the logic of it all, throughout it all, Satoshi seemed so innocent... But really, truly, he couldn't help but think that this was some sort of set up. Despite the blanket of slumber that was pressing down around him, he tried to question the other, yet before he could speak, the other did instead.
"Love you, Sh'geru..." It was rather obvious that Satoshi was loosing himself, falling asleep. Thoughtfully, Shigeru pressed a rather soft, chaste kiss against his temple.
"Love you too, Satoshi. Love you too..."
The end