Wednesday 16th October: All messed up and no place to go.
Wednesday 9th October: Hisashiburi. Cramming Japanese to avoid the facts.
Friday 6th September: Getting better?
Monday 15th July: hellbound hellbound
Wednesday 4th July: Did I really wake up?
Saturday 22nd June: One more time.
Wednesday 19th June: I want to kill them. I won't but I want to.
Sunday 16th June: Do the fish really leap? Will the prodigal sun return?
Saturday 15th June: Hopping mad.
Friday 14th June: No 5 Inamoto
Friday 7th June: Namaste genki pills
Thursday 6th June: Do you love me now?
Wendesday 5th June: disinterested
Tuesday 4th June: Thirty-three revolutions per minute.
Friday 31st May: A tiny glow in the dark of the night garden
Tuesday 21st May: Time is passing
Monday 27th May: Many things I don't want to think about or speak about.
Monday 20th May: moneyless
Sunday 19th May: loveless
Saturday 18th May: Tidy, tidy, tidy.
Friday 17th May: Blame all on the rain.
Thursday 16th May: Goldfish killed itself, glasses lost, bike punctured. Not so bad.
Wednesday 15th May: A big gaping yawn.
Tuesday 14th May: More of the same. You'd think I'd get the hang of it by now.
Monday 13th May: "There is no question about it. My mind is going." HAL9000
Sunday 12th May: Phone numbers. Movies.
Saturday 11th May: More childish behaviour.
Friday 10th May: Byoin again. Maniac lipstick and rain bearing down on me.
Thursday 9th May: Why do I have to know so much?
Wednesday 8th May: Plunging the depths of my own stupidity.
Tuesday 7th May: It was over eventually.
Monday 6th May: My brain wants to escape it's prison. Hurts. Lots.
Sunday 5th May: Will there ever be a time when I don't feel sorry? ごめんなさい。Gong tar.
Saturday 4th May: Went out. Came back.
Friday 3rd May: Holiday like pain.
Thursday 2nd May: Cannot help them. Maybe they are better off.
Wednesday 1st May: "They say I've got brains but the ain't doing me no good. I wish they could." Ngah la sem yagbo yo yinayang di ngah la penpa chenpo yoh mahrey.
Tuesday 30th April: Why must you bring me down?
Monday 29th April: Holiday. Words to say.
Sunday 28th April: Drunk on the Pope's blood. Nothing so serious.
Saturday 27th April: Full moon insomnia.
Friday 26th April: Dreamt of what I most want to forget.
Thursday 25th April: New friends to play with. I am only tired of myself.
Wednesday 24th April: Something not to talk about.
Tuesday 23rd April: Grey and dank with a welcome smile.
Monday 22nd April: Feel like Bob Geldof (when he said "Gime the ****ing money now!")
Sunday 21st April: Bleary eyed and shaggy tailed.
Saturday 20th April: Rain stopped play.
Friday 19th April: A Friday.
Thursday 18th April: A Thursday.
Wednesday 17th April: A Wednesday.
Tuesday 16th April: Whinning. Don't expect me to respect those who demand it. Am I outside of everything?
Monday 15th April: Couldn`t see the point of...
Sunday 14th April: Shopping for inflatable escape slide.
Saturday 13th April: Came and went.
Friday 12th April: No trip to immigration. No place to go.
Thursday 11th April: The countryside reminds me of my childhood but the dust on my desk reminds me of every dead job.
Wednesday 10th April: Nothing much at all. Please do not build another grey office block on my vacant space.
Tuesday 9th April: Making use of my time? Trying not to think of something so important.
Monday 8th April: Just sleepy.
Sunday 7th April: Boiling my own flesh.
Saturday 6th April: Nothing but rain.
Friday 5th April: Forced in a box without a cure. See how long I will last.
Thursday 4th April: No longer afraid of fear. Reckless.
Wednesday 3rd April: If you don't give me enough time to regret anything I'll just make more mistakes.
Tuesday 2nd April: Same streets becoming brighter. Must act before I am dazzled.
Monday 1st April: First dawn in ages. Bless.
Sunday 31st March: Korean food with Georgia sauce in Kobe China Town. Saved from being stuck for once.
Saturday 30th March: I surrender. Cherry blossom really is that special.
Friday 29th March: Bloody Bike Accident. Official number = 16. Find small magic kingdom behind video shop.
Thursday 28th March: Woke up very late. Late for what?
Wednesday 27th March: So many dreams last night but don't know which will trap me today.
Tuesday 26th March: Bye bye hapiness hello work.
Monday 25th March: Idle indecisions.
Sunday 24th March: Osaka Merry-Go-Round.
Saturday 23rd March: Stuck in Okayama in my bed in my house in the rain.
