JOURNAL 10


9:42 pm, 02/12/01

subject: man, I gotta stop going to the mall!

The following event is most likely very dull and not interesting so if I were you, I wouldn't read it. But there are always those few who like reading about my boring life! (you know who you are!)

Seriously, I have this fetish with clothes; I can never get enough them. I know it's bad, since I spend at least 30 min. every night picking what to wear the next day. Okay, so I guess I'm a little bit self-conscious. Anyway, I was going to the mall today after school with my mom, not even thinking about shopping, I was there to buy a card. Then, my "nightmare" began as I walked pass by Express's display window...

Let me keep the story short, basically, I (actually, my mom did) bought a $68 dress when I'm pretty much bankrupt now after paying the $350 for the Disney tour. Gosh, I gotta stop spending money like I'm a millionaire! (note to myself: think about all those homeless people in third-world countries who barely have enough to eat next time you decide to buy another article!) And now, I feel really bad cuz I just did an after-Christmas shopping with my mom less than a month ago! Well, I guess that's her Valentine's Day gift to me! (mommy really is the sweetest!) But back to disciplining myself, can someone just take away my wallet?! I am developing this terrible habit but I just can't resist seeing all those new spring fashion items!

HELP...(screaming desperately)