JOURNAL 349:20 pm, 10/08/01
subject: thank god that mid-terms are over!
Hey all my devoted readers, I am SOOOO glad I have the time to write again!! So much has happened in the past month that I don't even know where to begin. One thing for sure though, is I am LOVING USC!! Deciding to come here is definitely one of the best decisions I have yet made. Can I tell you how relieved I am that my mid-terms are officially over as of today?!! Thank Lord for having mercy on the poor lil' old me! I did pretty well on the exam for my computer class, probably going to find out my ECON score tomorrow. I studied SO freaking hard for the ECON exam, but the test turned out to be so ridiculously easy...I was pissed! As for philosophy...I don't know how I did...I kinda wish the essay questions were different. Oh well, no need to think about that now...it's not like I'm ever going to get another 4.0 GPA again (hey, I am not being pessimistic, but realistic)
Perhaps I want a boyfriend too badly right now, I am having the worst guy problems...not that you care, but I am gonna let it out of my system. So feel free to scroll down and skip this part if you wish. I don't know what it is, after coming to LA, I want to settle down...I wanna find that special someone to call my lover, that someone I can rely on and depend on...I never knew how desperate I am until now. Isn't this sad? I know I should just go with the flow and don't look too hard...but I can't help it! I WANT A FREAKING BOYFRIEND...NOT A PLAYER!!! I feel so stupid for wasting my entire afternoon with that horny Ryan...what happened was that he tried to hold my hand, but I wouldnm't let him...guess what was next...I called him and he never returned my call! Not that I care..cuz he's not my type anyway, but why do most guys have to be this way?!! And Ali...he seems perfect, tall, dark, 24, intelligent, caring...but as much as I wanna go out with an older guy, this is a bit too intimidating. At this point, I only look at him as a friend...but did I mislead him for letting him hold my hand? I just didn't want to hurt his feeling...joanna, wake up, you gotta be true to your feelings...don't let your desperation take over your rationality. As for Yorgo..he's too charming...his personality just shines and I have never met anyone whom I enjoy talking with as much as he. I am so glad I have met him. Then, there's Charles..the half Italian, half Korean guy...man, he's too beautiful. I know this is very shallow since my attraction to him is solely based on physical appearance...but what else can I do? Physically, I think he's perfect. :) Okay, I am sure you are getting tired of me running down this list of guys...so I'm gonna shut up.
Lastly, I hope all of you can check out my friend Omar's website at
http://www.geocities.com/preludeboi99/. He has to be the funniest person I have yet encountered. Though he is so different from me, we happen to get along. I am sure you'll enjoy your visit there...it's a very entertaining website. Make sure you sign his guestbook, okay? I'm glad we became friends...he's just too crazy and plain silly...and I do need that sometimes as not to have a mental break down from all the stress I'm dealing with. So yah, go check it out.
Hmmm...what else, USC's Univ. chorus, which I'm in, was supposed to perform on the Emmy's last night...but since the show was cancelled, don't know what's gonna happen. But if we are going to perform again...I'll be sure to let you know! Perhaps you can catch me on TV! LOL Love you all...take care!
