Chapter 25 part 2
*The next morning, at Brian's*
Brian was watching tv in the living room when the bell rang. He stood up slowly and walked to the door.
"Hey Bri!" Howie said when Brian opened the door.
"Hey" Brian replied without emotions as he walked away. Howie followed him and looked at him strangely. He was looking very depressed. He wasn't the energetic and happy Brian he knew.
"So...how are ya?" Howie asked sitting on the couch.
"Fine" Brian sighed.
"No you're not... " Howie replied.
"I swear...I'm alright! Why wouldn't I be alright???" Brian said.
"Your bestfriend had an affair with your girlfriend... "
"Thanks for reminding me... "
"You can talk to me about it ya know!" Howie said trying to help his friend.
"You can't understand.... you're the lucky one who never lived with an unfaithful girlfriend okay? Just go on that way !!"
"Brian!! I know I never lived this situation but I'm sure you're angry! Because I would be!"
"How do you want me to not be angry? I just can't... I can't believe it yet! What is that shit anyway? What did I do wrong to get all this shit over me?" Brian whined. "I'm probably damn... "
"Ah come on Rok! I know you'll get over it! You're strong!"
"Yeah... but I'm tired to always have to get over it! How can I be able to trust someone now?" he said almost in tears.
"Do you still love Amber?" Howie asked.
"Well... I... I don't know..."
"Because if you still love her... don't ruine evertything by being so stubborn! I know what she did was wrong but.... she didn't want it to happen...I'm sure about that! And Nick too! He wouldn't do something like this unperpose!" Howie said.
"You're defending them?" Brian asked surprised.
"No! I'm not on a side or the other but what I am telling you is that if you really care about Amber... then just forget what happened... I'm sure they won't do it again... "
"I'll have to think about it ... I'm not sure if I can still love her with what she've done... I mean... it hurt me so hard when I just imagine Nick and her kiss..." he said painfully.
"I can understand this... it's probably very hard ... but don't be stubborn and ignore her if you know you want her back!"
"Does it was really my fault? I mean... they both said it happen because of me... " Brian said remembering the fights he had.
"Well...I don't know what happened between you and Amber ... but you probably didn't help..." Howie said thinking of the last week of the tour where Brian was really stressing.
"But not as much to push her into Nick's arms!!" Brian exclaimed.
"Brian...what you don't understand is that if it wouldn't have been Nick...it would have been smoeone else..."
"Yeah but she was with Nick not someone else! She was with my bestfriend!!!"
"I know Bri! I know!" Howie said. "And I can see it's really frustrating! But you know as much as I do that it was a mistake!"
"And those mistakes aren't forgivable!" Brian shouted.
"Alright...you do like you want but... you know how work will be next week... the benefit concert has to be the best of our lifes ... and we all will feel tense because of this!" Howie said getting up.
"So that's why you came here? You just want the concert to be great? You want me to be okay with them so everything will be fine?" Brian asked.
"What? Of course not!!! I wanted to see how you were doing!" Howie defended.
"Yeah right!"
"I think you're hallucinating now !!! I can understand you have difficulty to trust people but don't exagerate please!!!" Howie replied starting to be angry.
"I am not... " Brian said sadly.
"Look...I know you've been hurt and everything but don't blame everyone else because of their mistakes! We did nothing wrong!" Howie said walking to the door. "I gotta go! Bye!"
"Wait D!" Brian shouted running to the door.
"What?"
"I'm sorry! Thanks for coming by..." he said feeling stupid for what he said.
"No problem! Call me if you need anything!" Howie said leaving.
All alone in Malibu, California , Naomie was sitting on a rock down at the beach near her familly house .Looking away at the sunset, she was thinking about evrything...and mostly about her feelings for Nick..was she really in love with him?!?!or was this just a crush?!The only thing she could tell for now it was that she was missing him a lot. But she got her mind back on track and fight with her feelings, begging her heart to not fall anymore for "that" boy...
"Hey Sis!!" her brother Mickeal said sitting hext to her on the big rock
"Hey Micky!!" she replied with a little smile
"Still thinking?!"he laughed knowhing his siter
"Kind of!!"she said looking at the sunset
"you did that all day long!!But that's cool!!I've missed seing you sitting on this rock!!!I've missed you" Mickeal said
"Thank you!!you're sweet!!I've missed you too"she said laying her head down on Micky's shoulder
"Well tell me!!I've been busy since your back so now give me some juicy news...do you have a new boyfriend?!?!"
"Haaa Nah I don't have a new b-o-y-f-r-i-e-n-d!!"she laughed giving him a It's-none-of- your-bussiness look
"Awwww how boring!!!Don't you want someone to hold you when the sun goes down?!?!"
"Everybody wants that Mick" she said giggling "But I'm scared for the boy who's gonna date me in the future!!"
"Ho yeah and why that?!?!"he questionned
"Geez...he'll be scared... I have 4 BIG brothers over protective over their little sister you think someone will go out with a girl like me?!?!"she teased her brother
"Awwww we're not that bad!!We just want to protect you from bad guys ya know... we just love you very much and we want nothing bad happen to our lil sis!!! We don't want ot see you get hurt" Mickeal said
"I know!!I was kidding!!But you know I'm older now I know when a boy is not good for me... I just have to not fall in love with them" she said thinking abou Nick..If he wasn't good for her..why did she fall for him?!?!
"We know that!!That just strange to see you grow up now... that seems like yesterday that you was still a little girl... now your a women ...a beautiful women and you travel all over the world with one of the must popular group in the whole world... .. I'm so proud of you!!"
"Thank you so much...that means a lot to me!!!"she said hugging her older brother... Mickeal was almost 26 now so he'd seen her growing up...She was the only girl of the familly and growing up with 4 older Brothers was not a party everyday...her mother died when Naomie was very young and her father never get married after her mother's death.So her father and her 4 brothers raised her hoping that they we're doing the right thing with her.
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